Mix & Match

I had the weirdest dream, made sense, but weird and I woke up at.. 7? and thought "oh maybe I can see that again" 'cause I was trying to remember something in the dream, so I go back to sleep and literally replay the whole section. Crazy right?

hahaha

but anyhuu, I woke up thinking it was friday, it just feels like a friday. I cannot explain how,

but either way, very glad that there is a christmas break, I really need the sleep u.u



side note:

I went to the eye doctors this past week, and I am blind. I go in for a check up, come out with a prescription. My eye sight was -6.25  -6.50

I am now -7.00 for both, with astigmatism in one eye.

I don't know if I told this before, but I became blind at 4. and this wasn't over time, it was in three seconds.

I scared my teacher something bad. she thought I was blind.

and the optometrist said I won't be able to get laser eye surgery until I'm 28 or until my eye sight stabilizes.  Q_Q 

deprived little child I am XD  *she says in a creepy whispering voice*

Cats are Evil... and Cuddly

If your cat does this to you every morning, then you have a very determined cat XD

Every single morning, when the cats sleep with me, they do this!

Kudos to Simon's Cat,

the funniest video clips of a man and his cat

Christmas finally here

First off, happy Christmas everyone,

Since December 1st, Christmas has been kicking me to play Christmas music and hum it in my head. 

I could not take it, so as of Monday the 10th, I started playing Christmas music and it finally got off my back. lol

I was holding off because I was still listening to the Harry Potter Audio books, (cheating I know, but I cannot exactly read them at work)

See, for said x-mas music, I prefer the Trans Siberian Orchestra. really great instrumental. but I have found a lot of other artists who have good voices.

Especially Josh Groban. I swear, every time I hear his voice, I just melt, my mother has said the same haha. His voice is so incredible and incredibly beautiful. You'd just fall into a trance, at least I do. 

I actually listen to him or Two Steps From Hell when I am writing because it helps me think and I can come up with more ideas for a continuous story or a new one.

Also, We got the trees up at work, they are decorated and look very pretty. What's funny is that the 6 foot tree, near me is shorter than last year.

And for the other tree, when we were setting it in the base and making sure it stays, one of our co workers said the tree looks like the leaning Tower of Pisa. We all got a kick out of that, I love working here. 

Sorry, now I rambling XD, I shall let you get back to your lives. 

and Happy Christmas, again

The Troubles with Spoiled cats

I swear my cat does this to me.

When I was in high school (I feel old saying that) and I needed my textbook, my silly cat would purposely lay on top of it so I'd give attention to him and not the book.

I spoiled him so I guess it's my fault XD

When I am unlocking the door (I keep the cats outside during the day) they always crowd in front of the door to run in as soon as the door is opened a crack. They know too much. lol

But I love them, they are good company and look at you when you talk (in most cases)

Wow I feel nuts lol. Saying I talk to my fish and cats? I have most certainly lost my mind...

I actually started a small book of me, my "twin" and my story characters, all color coded so you know who they are. (I'll post some of the conversations later XDDD) 

Day 3 In total Pain

So this Thursday I got my wisdom teeth out, I know disgusting right?

My brother said yesterday (Friday) that I looked like an acorn, and I still do. Getting wisdom teeth out really hurt but they had to go.

I heard that it takes some people a whole week to recover, hopefully it will be gone by tomorrow.

It is really hard to talk..

When you get yours out, if you do (I've heard that people in their forties still have them) do not let anyone tell you it is fun or easy or quick. the extraction may be quick but the recovery takes forever, especially if you do not want to be seen as a chipmunk or and acorn (as I do) in pub-lik. lol (Blue Collar Comedy joke)

I have recently found that keeping two frozen icepacks against the pain really helps. but keep the swelling right against the ice pack do not place a towel between it. My acorn swelling face has gone down though there is still a bit of bleeding


Also never lay down, always sit up even when sleeping because if you lay your head down it will prolong the bleeding and cause more discomfort

Support the Local Gamer!!!

please, support your local gamer, or this may happen everywhere. please, share this and spread the awareness

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6TGSkAGxPOQ&feature=share

Bewitching Knight end chptr 1 begin chptr 2

...As night fell, Odette climbed on top of the roof and looked towards the Eiffel Tower; the lights were distinguishable, but far.  She took a deep breath and leaped to the next building. She was dressed in all black, it covered her nose and mouth and her long hair was in a flat bun, her blue eyes could be seen but only if someone looked closely, and most natives were asleep.

She neared her target and saw him sitting outside, smoking. He had wavy black hair with streaks of grey, age definitely caught up to him. Handsome as he was, he was the murderer of her family. She hid behind a nearby chimney and waited. After a couple minutes he extinguished his cigarette and walked into his room. The light inside went out and Odette made her move, she jumped onto the balcony and slowly slid the unlocked sliding door open. She found the man apparently asleep on couch, she unsheathed her knife and almost plunged it into the man’s heart when he caught her wrist and forced her on to the ground,

“I knew you would come back for me, Odette Chevalier.” He said slowly “I have been waiting for eighteen years.”

“Why did you kill my family?” she head-locked him and forced him to answer.

“I knew that your family had a dark secret. They could perform sorcery, why do you think your plants grow so well, even when they have not been watered for days?”

Odette reflected, it was true, when she was in the orphanage she kept a little pot with some dirt and a plant, regardless if it had a seed or not, grew beautifully.

“I thought I had killed you too, but your mother was protective. I read the newspaper the next day and realized that you had survived. I waited out, waited until you would come to kill me. At least now, I can finish my job.”

He revealed, with difficulty, a bomb from his pocket and pulled the pin “I’ll see you in hell, witch!”

Before Odette could escape, the bomb went off and she was consumed in the heat and flames…

“What a beautiful child.”

“My dear wife, she looks just like you, she has your eyes.”

“Jacques, she does not look at all like me, she is more like you. I bet she’ll have your abilities too.”

Jacques and his wife laughed brightly,

Odette opened her eyes, blackness surrounded her but she saw images, she heard the couple laughing and saw a newborn in the mother's arms, her blue eyes smiled brightly, looking and realizing her parents. at the end of the bed, there was the patient's name: 

Christine Chevalier

Spouse: Jacques Chevalier, IV

Mother? Father? She shed a few tears. Another image came into view, the parents were walking in an entry way of a grand house, “Rémy, Charlotte come down and meet your new sister.”

Two children, the boy with green eyes, and the girl with blue eyes looked curiously at the infant.

The mother spoke, unable to hold her smile back “Say hello to Odette.”

I had siblings?

Odette closed her eyes again, smiling, hoping that God would be gracious and allow her to be with her family, until new, unknown and indistinguishable voices caught her ears.

“My bowl has cracked!”

“What can that mean?”

“I can only see chaos!”

“The Alizar has arrived.”

 "This can only mean war!"

"We must capture it, before anyone else does."

What are these people saying? It sounds like a form of English, but nothing I've ever heard. Odette tried to hear more but the voices ceased and she felt herself lying gently, on cold ground. All she wanted to do was wake up and find herself on her floor in her apartment but she could neither hear the cars honk nor the birds chirp in the morning.

She opened her eyes slowly and found herself on hard ground underneath a large tree; the roots grew out of the fresh dirt, so large they could provide shelter for fifteen people.

“What is this place?”

She looked around, confused and felt as if she was losing her mind. “Why is this happening to me?” she cried out in English, birds flew from their resting place at the sound of her yells.

                Frantic, she checked her waist, Okay; I have my sword… but… 

               “My knife!” she gasped, she looked to the ground and saw her Celtic blade knife lying quietly where she landed. She bent to pick it up when a sword, not hers, rammed into the ground, inches from her covered fingers. She leapt back and unsheathed her own sword, and faced the threat.

                

                A man held his sword at arm’s length and spoke in the language she could not understand “Drop the sword.” He gestured at the weapon in her hand, she realized what he was talking about, she would not yield.

Odette held her blade against his, challenging him. Their blades created sparks as they struck together 

In French, knowing he could not understand her, she said “Make me.” ...

FW: WARNING FROM POLICE! (Read for your safety)

Please circulate to friends and loved ones:   WARNING FROM POLICE This is the new thing these days with people out of work and needing cash. Beware, it's headed our way. Warning..!!!! Warning..!!!! Warning..!!!! Just last weekend on Friday night we parked in a public parking area. As we drove away I noticed a sticker on the rear window of the car. When I took it off after I got home, it was a receipt for gas.. Luckily my friend told me not to stop as it could be someone waiting for me to get out of the car.. Then we received this email yesterday: WARNING FROM POLICE THIS APPLIES TO BOTH WOMEN AND MEN BEWARE OF PAPER ON THE BACK WINDOW OF YOUR VEHICLE--NEW WAY TO DO CARJACKINGS (NOT A JOKE) Heads up everyone! Please, keep this circulating.. You walk across the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside. You start the engine and shift into reverse.. When you look into the rearview mirror to back out of your parking space, you notice a piece of paper stuck to the middle of the rear window. So, you shift into Park, unlock your doors, and jump out of your car to remove that paper (or whatever it is) that is obstructing your view. When you reach the back of your car, that is when the carjackers appear out of nowhere, jump into your car and take off. They practically mow you down as they speed off in your car. And guess what, ladies? I bet your purse is still in the car. So now the carjacker has your car, your home address, your money, and your keys. Your home and your whole identity are now compromised! BEWARE OF THIS NEW SCHEME THAT IS NOW BEING USED. If you see a piece of paper stuck to your back window, just drive away. Remove the paper later. And be thankful that you read this e-mail. I hope you will forward this to friends and family, especially to women. A purse contains all kinds of personal information and identification documents, and you certainly do NOT want it to fall into the wrong hands. Please keep this going and tell all your friends

Lesson for Life

Celebrate as much as you can and live everyday as if it is your last. You only get one strike at life and if you mess up it's the end.

Remember, Remember the 11th of September

Today marks the eleventh anniversary of the tragic attack on the World Trade Center and the Pentagon. Let us give a moment of silence for the victims and their families...



I still remember that exact day, and it will be engraved into my memory until my dying day.

I was 9 years old and in school, we were writing a paper on a favorite toy when my name was called. So I get sent down to the office thinking I was in trouble for something that I did not do, when I saw my mother, she said her thanks to the staff and walked out of the building with a tight hold on my hand. I kept asking her what was wrong but she didn't answer, and soon we were picking up my older brother from his school and headed home.

We got home and the TV was on. I saw the Two Towers billowing smoking into the New York Area, the firefighters and , this was around 10am and the voices I heard on the tele were saying that the Pentagon was hit. the casualty at that moment was over 3,000...


As a tribute, I created a video so we can remember what happened that day. and give our thoughts and prayers to the many who lost loved ones

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p7f78OhSoLs

Interesting... story idea... lol

Setting:  France
Time: 2698

A previous Great War left countries in ruin, technology is a lost relic that few know how to make it work. Science and magic has formed sorcery. and two souls who harness a power, one through experiments and the other through birthright has traveled to Paris not knowing what to look for and accidentally meet each other at the tip of the Eiffel Tower.

Name: Darsus Lanate

Alias: Dusk

Ability: Flight, strength

                Orphaned and weak at ten, Darsus taken by secretive scientists who experimented on him in Rouen; and for ten years he endured surgeries and injections. He gained strength and was invulnerable to most pains. The Scientists implanted wings in Darsus’s back. He learned to fly with them and hide them from human eyes. On his twentieth birthday, there was an accident, the scientists pushed his strength limit too far and Darsus fought back. Within minutes the laboratories were destroyed and the scientists were either fleeing or dead. Darsus flew as far away from the horror as he could, felt the call of the wind and the warmth from the sun. He was free and swore to remain so. His flight led him to Paris, and he worked for a blacksmith.

Name: Celeste Avila

Alias: Illusion

Ability: Flight, Empathy, Telekinesis

                Born to a French gypsy, Celeste grew up learning tarot, palmistry, and other Spiritual occult. At eight, the year she trains to be a woman, Celeste learned the secret of her mother’s past and present; the gift and curse that passed from generation to generation. She learned to fly, feel other’s feelings and lift objects without physical touch. During a raid in Bolbec, Celeste was separated from her mother and never saw her again. Scared and lost she joined a travelling company heading to Paris to trade their goods. There, Celeste became a fortune teller’s apprentice.

Fish vs Cats vs Fish

Sorry I haven't been on in a while. went to the beach and had a blast!

but I am back home and still working. My cats ( I love them) have been staying with my parents and I am so missing them. so I am going to get some fish. you can't pet them but you can at least talk to them and not feel like you are going crazy.

The tetras and guppies I will need 5 or more of the same species, Female betta's actually live well with other peaceful fish but I am unsure about her. the dalmatian is a peaceful one and I will get an algae eater. 

I think it will be alot of fun. My brother had fish but he didn't clean the tank.........

I wonder what my cats will think about the fish. jake will just watch but Leila may attack.

If you think of any fish I should look into please tell me. (I am getting a 8 or 10 gallon tank and it will be freshwater fish)

I did research and I found out a lot of information and possibles of fish. apparently I love the fish that have that tropical/neon color. these are the fish I want to get:

Black Phantom Tetra

Blue Neon Guppy

Neon Tetra

Dalmatian Sailfin Molly

Green Female Veiltail Betta

Blue Emperor Tetra

Lyretail Guppy

AND

Steba's Cory

Quoth the Raven "Not again"

Movie critics are at it again. this time against the newest movie by Pixar Brave.
(Mind you not giving details away)


The critics gave this movie at two star saying "This is less a film in the lustrous Pixar tradition than a Disney fairy tale told with Pixar's virtuosity... occasionally surprising and ultimately disappointing."


That is sad because I saw Brave the first weekend it came out and I was amazed by how clever it was. There was nothing slow, nothing negative, nothing bad about the movie.


This is also Pixar's very first princess movie and yes it is not as smash hitting as Toy Story but this, in mine and my siblings, cousins, bffs and my significant other, this movie surpassed the others. 


The humor is fresh and new, it is family focused and it has such a wonderful message that I will not reveal ;P


You must see Brave, the perfect family film.




Also the shorts that Pixar has called "La Luna" beats Presto, the one with the magician and the hungry rabbit

Poltergeist: you can live without them

I was super freaked out last night. and this was a true freak out

 I was sitting at the counter just playing my Sims Medieval (dork, I know) then I heard a hanger drop on the second floor landing. Now there was no one else in the house and I am panicking, then I keep thinking I hear creaking noises then it stops. Suddenly

 Next,  I hear that banging noise on the garage door that is haunted. (it's always been doing that) but there was more than one knock.

Then a couple banging noises on the back door that were NOT my cats.

and then that stupid fox came to my backyard again -.-

but I was totally freaked out I didn't go to bed until two.

had my weird dream again (writing it)

 I swear I'm living with a poltergeist....

In the morning I was looking on the landing and ONE room that have wood flooring. there was no hanger of any kind. and nothing else on the floor that could do that.

Books

So I was walking into a book store the other day and I was looking at the Featured area I caught myself thinking "Books are no longer sacred"

Seriously, anyone can write a paper and call it a book now which I find horrid and disturbing

I love reading books, books that the authors actually took time to write you cannot write a book in less than month, anyone who does is a wannabe. Like Sarah Palin (not a fan) writes two books in less than two months? Herman Cain wrote a book in less than a month. I just don't understand it because it takes away the point of literature and how books are reads that are meant to be enjoyed not self-righteous acts and people so full of themselves that they cannot see past their own existence.
Like Stephanie Meyer, he book based on a dream? The writing is terrible but it was her own wet dream of a mythical creature that cannot get an erection... really?
      (Another thing, she has destroyed the Vampiric idea. The true vampires that everyone must know about is Nosferatu and Bram Stoker's Dracula)

For the good authors:
Ann Coulter, as biased and crude as she is actually takes time to write her books, vulgar as they may be she at least put thought and time into it.
Craig Shirley who wrote December 1941 and even his Reagan books took over two years, each. His books are accurate and fascinating.
John Ronald Reuel Tolkien who wrote the Lord of the Rings books, took over three or four years for each of his books, I must admit I have read them several times but I love to reread them. But his books revived epics like Homer's the Iliad and the Odyssey, and introduced the epic (actually literature term) fantastical adventure.
Joanne Rowling with the Harry Potter books? She brought fantasy and excitement back to life. I grew up with the Harry Potter and Lord of the Rings books, Heck I was eleven when the first HP book came out.

 On a number of occasions I find myself rereading my older books because nothing has caught my attention so far, if I do find an interesting book, I'll let you know

Fantasy or Reality

Have you ever felt like you wanted to run away from reality?

Just live in a world with no worries, no pain, no suffering?

I get that all the time. I just want to escape from reality even if it's just for a day

the closest I can feel to being free is feeling the rain and wind.

the rain because I feel my problems and pains going down the drain

the wind because I can feel like I'm flying.

This probably sounds childish but, I play this game called Perfect World International. I play as a cleric (healer) and sometimes I feel like I am living the game, as if I am actually in the game. when I am flying somewhere I actually feel the wind in my face, when I get hurt (fighting mobs) I feel a bit of pain.

That would be fun, to actually live in a game.

I'd try it, what about you?

Pure Paint

This was made completely from Paint, no Illustrator or Photoshop was involved 

Paint Away

Digital Art

I did this a few years ago, for my final in High school.

I am asking just one time to comment about it, I want to read your views on it

I got a lot of "that's cool" "great job" etc but those were from my friends :) I just want to see what a stranger thinks about it

Something's Wrong

Something must be wrong with me. I'm taking this new medication, not saying what it is, but I've been taking a month's worth now. However:

 my hands have been clammy so far today, I have a minor stomach ache, I pulled a joint muscle, I keep ranting to myself and a lot of people are looking. I can't walk straight, I've misspelled words on the keyboard, (right now I've had to correct 23 words so far), I have dehydration even though I've had tea and water, lots of it. I can't think straight, and I feel like I'm in on a bumpy roller coaster.

I'm surprised I'm not emotionally distressed... or having a breakdown. 

I don't know what's going on today, maybe it's just a bad case of the Mondays, but it's never been this bad before. 

There has to be a reason.... isn't there always one?

New...ish hobby

So I've gotten into this new entertainment online. It's called Dolldivine.com here: http://www.dolldivine.com/
My boyfriend showed it to me and he's made me addicted to it.

But it's a lot of fun, you get to create dolls with different designs, you can create animals too. It's really good, I suggest you try it out, these creators made different programs for you to create dolls with, i.e. viking, tudors, elemental, gothic, a wide variety, what is nice is that on some of the programs, you can save the file to the website or your drive. I suggest you try it out,

you can find me by searching for: AbelsAngel (what else did you think it would be) :P I did include some of the ones I did:

Anthropomorphism...............

The English language has some wonderfully anthropomorphic

collective nouns for the various groups of animals.

We're all familiar with:

a Herd of cows,

a Flock of chickens,

a School of fish,

a Gaggle of geese,

a Pride of lions.

However, less widely known:

a Murder of crows (as well as their cousins the rooks and ravens),

an Exaltation of doves,

a Congress of owls (presumably because they look so wise).

Now consider a group of Baboons.

They are the loudest, most dangerous, most obnoxious, most viciously

aggressive and least intelligent of all primates.

And what is the proper collective noun for a group of baboons?

Believe it or not........ a Parliament.

A PARLIAMENT OF BABOONS!

You just can’t make this stuff up

Weird but understandable

So I had the weirdest dream last night…well weirdest and scariest (not monster movie scary)

So it started out with me on some sort of mission, to find someone or something, and it took place in the “future” it was a Steam punk age, with magic and mechanics. During the whole dream I had an owl accompanying me, he was a barred owl with beautiful hazel feathers, and we were just travelling (I had a flyer, pet that I could fly on). 

Then we end up in this clock tower that over looked the city, it looked like a futuristic London.  And this teller of time tells me about the mistakes made in the past that I have to fix so he takes me back a few years, I was the same age now but I was in my old high school, it was different, really different, but I saw the same teachers and my old classmates… the ones I hated included…

But the whole school was going to the gym for this game. It was laser tag in zero-gravity in a dark room, all we could really see were the lights on their suits. Weird right?

I was weirded out but the rest of the school was cheering, I saw Graham and we started talking, about the game, how we were doing, etc.

Then suddenly I see my ex.   T_T   I was ignoring him and still talking to Graham but then I feel his hand on my shoulder and I shuddered, chills ran down my spine, and not in the good way, so I brush him off and practically run away because as soon as he touched my shoulder I saw those painful memories come back and I did not want to deal with it again…

In the next scene, I’m outside on my flyer taking to some friends, and I see him again, trying to talk to me. So I got away as quickly as possible.  I found that the Owl made me happier when I talk to him than when I talked to the people.

What I was scared about the most was that one phrasing I remember saying in that dream “I am going back to my world, and never coming back”

Inevitably, my alarm clock wakes me up after that.

But These are the interpretations that I could not ignore:

To see an owl in your dream symbolizes wisdom, insight, magic, expanded awareness and virtue. You are highly connected to your intuitive senses and psychic power. The owl is also synonymous with death, darkness and the subconscious. The appearance of an owl may be telling you to let go of the past or certain negative behaviors.

To see a clock tower in your dream indicates that you will be recognized for your work.

To dream that you feel no gravity suggests that you are able to let go of your problems and rise above the situation. You are experiencing new found freedom. Nothing seems overwhelming or too difficult to handle.

To see an old ex-boyfriend from childhood in your dream refers to a freer, less encumbered relationship. 

To see your childhood friend in your dream signifies regression into your past where you had no responsibilities. Things were much simpler and carefree. You may be wanting to escape the pressures and stresses of adulthood. 

To dream that you are in a darkroom suggests that you are waiting for something to happen. You are curious to see what might develop in a situation.

To dream that you are flying signifies a sense of freedom where you had initially felt restricted and limited.

I No Longer Feel Quite So Stupid!

No words... my words have left me XD                       AND MY FAVORITE    ….and as soon as this happens......  Retire with dignity.......      Forward these to someone you know who could use a good laugh...

Is it wrong of me?

I don't know if this is malicious or wrong in any way, but when someone makes me mad, I use reverse psychology to make them break and actually show that they are pissed at me first and I just calmly respond.

I just love to bring out that rage in people, (That annoy me of course) because it will backfire on them and make them look like the idiot who can't have a proper convo. without arguing every moment.

I know it's throwing me into the lions den every time but, so far, I have beaten the lion, because I am able to keep my emotions, and anger for that matter, to a minimum... if I so choose. ahem...

But!

What's funny is that anyone who gets at me, fights with fire,

I on the other hand fight with water.

So which element is going to triumph?

I know it's dangerous, but when have I ever been worried about danger?

Telepathy: Fact or Fiction

I am a true believer in telepathy. And so many times I have wanted to try it but I could never find the right one to try it with. But I have now... assuming they believe in it too, I have to admit, telepathy is a very touchy subject but I know I have a sixth sense because I've heard it before. Sounds weird, but it's true.


1. When I was in Junior high, I was at the house with my mother and brother he and I were in the family room watching a bit of TV and I heard my mom, who was in another room that was three yards away, say "Mitch, Taylor time to start homework" the tele was a bit loud so I go to the other room and ask my mum what she said (just to confirm it) she replies "I didn't say anything"  so I respond "But I heard you say 'Mitch, Taylor time to start your homework"  I saw my mother's jaw drop and she said "I didn't say that, I was thinking it."  I was so freaked out, 


2. Second time was when I was playing catch (simple lacrosse throws) with my father and three brothers. I wasn't paying attention and I heard my father say "Taylor, look out" sadly I wasn't quick enough to see and it resulted me having a nasty bruise on my shoulder for a month. But they all came up to me to look at it, it didn't hurt much but still. and dad says he called my name. and I ask him I heard you say look out too" 
He never said "look out". He only said Taylor, but he was thinking to himself a second before "look out"


Later on, I talk to my parents and ask if they had a sixth sense or if their parents did. Father was a no, but my mother said that her mother would have premonitions. Shae said "My mother had a dream of my uncle and yellow surrounding him. two weeks later, the very same uncle had a car accident in his yellow truck.


So I know I have the sixth sense from genetics, but it happens when I don't expect it, so I will be training my spirit to acquire the sense, knowingly. 


And anyone else who wants to acquire it. Here is a guide I found:




Telepathy

The idea is communication trough communion: the persons involved heighten their awareness and Love of each other until they reach Oneness. They become One.
Telepathic communication doesn't happen externally, but internally - within Self.



1. Sender And Receiver : 
We will need two people. One will be the Sender, who will attempt to transmit thoughts; the other will be the Receiver, who will attempt to receive the thoughts transmitted by the Sender. Prior to the experiment, decide clearly if you are going to be the Sender or the Receiver. If you don't, you both might end up being Receivers or Senders! Avoid that confusion.
For this article, we will assume that you are the Sender.

2. Belief : First of all, it is very important that the Sender and the Receiver both believe that Telepathy is possible. Even if the belief is not 100%, an open-minded attitude is a must. In fact, it is best if the participants not only believe in Telepathy, but also actually deeply desire it to occur. If you are a skeptic, and if the doors of your mind are closed, you will get very poor results.

3. Physical Relaxation : Telepathy is most effective when the Sender and the Receiver are both totally relaxed physically. Also, being in positive health makes you concentrate better. Try not to practice when you are unwell.
Relax yourself using any relaxation method you find best. You can either breathe deeply a couple of times, or use the progressive relaxation method.
4. Mental Relaxation : Clear your mind of unwanted thoughts. Make your mind tranquil. Let thoughts come and go, but don't get attached to them. Focus on your purpose. Since you are the Sender, your focus will be to send your thoughts across. Your partner, the Receiver should focus his mind to be receptive to your thoughts.
Make sure that both of you do not have any distractions around. A disturbed environment will be detrimental to your progress. A calm and quiet environment will give maximum results

5. Visualization : Before beginning the transmission, it is important that the previous steps are well followed. They will set up the foundation for your success.
With your eyes shut, visualize a very clear picture of the Receiver. Imagine that he is a few feet away from you. Visualize him in full color. Feel that he is actually there. If you want, you can even look at a colored picture of him before the experiment. This will help you visualize him properly.
Now imagine a silver tube connecting your mind and his mind. This tube is the channel through which your thoughts would be communicated to him. Visualize this tube to be full of energy. Know in your heart that this tube is very effective and will do the job well.
Please note that visualizing the tube is not a must. It is just a very effective aid to help you focus and gives your thoughts a well-defined direction. Instead of this tube, you can even visualize that you are talking to your friend over the telephone.

6. Transmission : Now imagine that your thoughts are being transmitted through the tube - from your mind to his mind. If you are thinking of transmitting a mental picture of an apple, visualize a bright, red, juicy apple traveling across our tube. Make the picture as vivid as possible. Charge the apple with emotion. Believe that Telepathy is real. Desire that your thoughts reach your friend. Imagine the feeling you will have when you succeed. This is very crucial. Emotions are a very powerful trigger and give excellent results. Very often, Telepathy experiments fail because the thoughts lack emotional charge.
Make sure you do not strain yourself to send the thought. You have to be relaxed and composed.
7. When to stop : While you are sending your thoughts, there will be a moment when you will have a strong feeling that the thought has been transmitted. This is an unmistakable feeling that cannot be faked. Whenever you get such a feeling, the job is done. This might take a few seconds to several minutes. If even after 15 minutes, you do not get this feeling, you can abandon the experiment and try at a later date. Trying further will not help much because your mind would be exhausted.

8. The Receiver : Throughout the experiment, the Receiver should keep his mind blank and should try to receive the thoughts being sent by you. He should avoid trying too hard. Forcing himself to sense what you are thinking will sabotage your attempts. His mind will be most receptive when he is relaxed and at ease.

9. Compare results : Once you are through with your experiments, compare your results. Check all the impressions that the Receiver has written down. Does it contain the thought that you tried to transmit? The more you practice, the more accurate results you will get.

10. Repeat the experiment : You should then repeat the experiment - either immediately or at a later date. If you have got some success, your confidence would be quite high and you would want to repeat it immediately. But if there was no success, do not get discouraged and try the next day. Regular practice sessions are a must, because only consistency will make you better.

You should also alternate between being the Receiver and the Sender. This will tell you what you are better at - Receiving or Sending.

General Tips :
Keep it short : Keep your experiments short, maybe 15 minutes or less. This will prevent boredom and fatigue. Your Telepathic ability is at its peak when you feel most energized.

Have Patience : One of the most important conditions of experimental telepathic work is patience. Don't be discouraged if you do not find much success initially. Any psychic experiment, including Telepathy, takes some practice before you see results. Once you practice for a few days, you will start getting more successes.

Stay aware from skeptics : Skeptics have got one purpose in life: To sidetrack believers. Stay away from such people because they will put doubt in your mind and will dampen your spirits. Your results prove to you that Telepathy works. Skeptics will not help you much. Sharing your results with them will only discourage and hinder your accomplishments.

Conclusion :Exploring your own Telepathic abilities is an incredible journey. Although it will be fun and exciting, developing a strong foundation will take time and patience. Never expect too much success in the beginning.

But the good news is that Telepathy can be learned and cultivated very easily. With regular practice you will become a Telepathy adept! You will always be correct in sending and receiving messages, with astounding clarity and accuracy. 

part of one of may stories... XD

...Selena fell to the floor, her hands clamped over her head, her blood swelling. She felt rage fill her to the core as if some demon was taking possession
"St...stop...please...." She cried, tears escaped her saddening eyes
But the pain and anger worsened, she was transforming. 
Her olive skin transposed to a ghostly pale, her piercing jade eyes changed to grayish-blue, and her short black hair lengthened below her knees and became silver.


The being stood up, tall and slender, she breathed in deeply as if she had not in a thousand years "I'm back..."


This was Ragala, the cold-blooded angel with black wings that watched the skies... 

Sickness: Disqualified

I have an ulser.... well ailment too.. but anyway.

I am lactose-intolerant so I'm allergic to any milk products of any kind. and I also have an internal cut on my stomach. Which makes it even worse!

If I have any milk I will get sick, like begging for death sick. yesterday night I had one of those Margarita pizzas from Cosi's (which is AWESOME) and now this morning I was getting a stomach ache.

Now I will usually take the meds my doctor prescribed (it allows me to have milk products with no problem) but I ran out and I wanted to see if I could get rid of it on my own.

 So I feel the aching pain start to attack but instead of kneeling over like I usually would, I kept straight and I took the pain head on. and in say thirty minutes, it was gone.

This had never happened before because I would be in so much pain that it was all I would ever think about. And when this pain dispersed I felt so accomplished, I succeeded in getting rid of my ailment without help.

The ulser is still there and there's nothing I can do about that but I for once beat my age old ailment .

Email from a friend about Oil

My daughter and son-in-law were in L.A. last week from their home in Anchorage . He is a foreman in the oil fields at AMWR. He has to fly his own plane to get to the job where he spends months at a time in the most God forsaken place this side of Siberia . He  confirmed everything that is in this story, and brought dozens of pictures for proof. Our environmentalist friends have forced gas prices up to an impossible rate, forcing us to buy oil from our enemies, for whatever reason that simply isn't true. There is enough oil in AMWR to supply the US at our present rate of usage for more than 200 years. The space that AMWR occupies in Alaska is equivalent to a postage stamp in the Mojave Desert . If you won't mind paying $5.00 a gallon in the very near future try to make sense of the following: Something you should know: Oil!!   This is the best presentation on ANWR I have seen. I would like to add a little more information. A new pipeline across Alaska isn't required since the location for drilling in ANWR is about 160 miles from the North Slope Prudhoe Bay pipeline where it would be connected. I did not know this. Second the wildlife love the pipeline since it is heated and provides a shelter during the worst times during the winter. Maybe another question should be asked. FIRST do you know what ANWR is? ANSWER: Arctic National Wildlife Refuge. Now A comparison   And some perspective? NOTE WHERE THE PROPOSED DEVELOPMENT AREA IS? (it's in the "ANWR Coastal Plain") THIS IS WHAT THE DEMOCRATS, LIBERALS AND "GREENS" SHOW YOU WHEN THEY TALK ABOUT ANWR and they are right these ARE photographs of ANWR ISN'T ANWR BEAUTIFUL?  WHY SHOULD WE DRILL HERE (AND DESTROY) THIS BEAUTIFUL PLACE? WELL THAT'S NOT EXACTLY THE TRUTH Do you remember the map? The map showed that the proposed drilling area is in the ANWR Coastal Plain Do those photographs look like a coastal plain to you? WHAT'S GOING ON HERE? THE ANSWER IS SIMPLE THAT IS NOT WHERE THEY ARE WANTING TO DRILL! THIS IS WHAT THE PROPOSED EXPLORATION AREA ACTUALLY LOOKS LIKE IN THE WINTER AND THIS IS WHAT IT ACTUALLY LOOKS LIKE IN THE SUMMER HERE ARE A COUPLE SCREEN SHOTS FROM GOOGLE EARTH AS YOU CAN SEE, THE AREA WHERE THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT DRILLING IS A BARREN WASTELAND. OH AND THEY SAY THAT THEY ARE CONCERNED ABOUT THE EFFECT ON THE LOCAL WILDLIFE? HERE IS A PHOTO (SHOT DURING THE SUMMER) OF THE "DEPLETED WILDLIFE" SITUATION CREATED BY DRILLING AROUND PRUDHOE BAY * DON'T YOU THINK THAT THE CARIBOU REALLY HATE THAT DRILLING? HERE'S THAT SAME SPOT DURING THE WINTER. HEY, THIS BEAR SEEMS TO REALLY HATE THE PIPELINE NEAR PRUDHOE BAY * *The Prudhoe bay area accounts for 17% of  U.S. Domestic oil production NOW, WHY DO YOU THINK THAT THE DEMOCRATS ARE  LYING ABOUT ANWR? REMEMBER WHEN AL GORE SAID THAT THE GOVERNMENT SHOULD WORK TO ARTIFICIALLY RAISE GAS PRICES TO $5.00 A GALLON? WELL AL   GORE  AND HIS FELLOW DEMOCRATS HAVE ALMOST REACHED THEIR GOAL! NOW THAT YOU KNOW THAT THE DEMOCRATS HAVE BEEN LYING, WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT?   YOU CAN START BY FORWARDING THIS TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW SO THAT THEY WILL KNOW THE TRUTH.