Meaningful Song: Mumford and Sons - the Cave

I was listening to DC101 the other day and a really good song came on. I found it really meaningful so I went online to find it (btw if you know lyrics to a song but don't know the song title go to: http://www.lyrster.com/  It is the best website to find songs.) but anyway way here is the song:

It's empty in the valley of your heart
The sun, it rises slowly as you walk
Away from all the fears
And all the faults you've left behind

The harvest left no food for you to eat
You cannibal, you meat-eater, you see
But I have seen the same
I know the shame in your defeat

But I will hold on hope
And I won't let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I'll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I'll know my name as it's called again

Cause I have other things to fill my time
You take what is yours and I'll take mine
Now let me at the truth
Which will refresh my broken mind

So tie me to a post and block my ears
I can see widows and orphans through my tears
I know my call despite my faults
And despite my growing fears

But I will hold on hope
And I won't let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I'll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I'll know my name as it's called again

So come out of your cave walking on your hands
And see the world hanging upside down
You can understand dependence
When you know the maker's land

So make your siren's call
And sing all you want
I will not hear what you have to say

Cause I need freedom now
And I need to know how
To live my life as it's meant to be

And I will hold on hope
And I won't let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I'll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I'll know my name as it's called again


yup you guessed it: Mumford & Sons - the Cave

Horoscope and Classes *Panics*

Romance is on everyone's schedule -- but you're so involved in this mood that you haven't been able to think about much else. Just be sure you're sure before you profess your undying love. Take a week.

• Compatibility: Gemini
• Mood: Serious
• Lucky Color: Gold
• Lucky Number: 66
• Lucky Time of Day: 5am

That's just it, I don't know if I can "take a week" because I just started classes. Speaking of which I am taking Fundamentals of Design II and Survey of Criminology. Weird combination but it should be fun. well fundamentals is at least. I have criminology tonight but the prof. has not put up anything on Blackboard so I am totally unprepared for it *panics* ........ 

Sorry, our coffee pot broke at the office and everyone is asking me when we will have coffee again... *takes a deep breath* okay, a little better now. 

Okay logging off, I will be back on tonight and will tell you about my criminology class. later my peeps :D 

Daily horoscope

You just won't be able to relax until you've finished what you need to do. Better get started early. If a certain someone tries to distract you, tell them that if they want you around later, they'd better behave now.

• Compatibility: Scorpio
• Mood: Accomplished
• Lucky Color: Yellow
• Lucky Number: 12
• Lucky Time of Day: 12pm

that is true. I haven't been able to truly relax since this whole mess started....

My horoscope came true

My horoscope: A little thing could easily expand into a major problem. Especially if being just a tad angry suddenly morphs into rage. That doesn't mean you should let anyone push you around, however. Stand your ground.


an ex friend and I got into a heated argument. he is arrogant and thinks everyone should act and think like him. so he calls me a liar when I lied about nothing  so we go back and forth and he constantly degrades me. like the  Kill SOPA thing. defining what I said (I said give people space, he said that means not talking, I replied I know that's why I said it, he replied that doesn't help anything) which of course it does. so then I start getting mad and going off like a canon at him because he is stubborn. then he tries to make himself the victim which my exes did and I hate it. 


1st ex brutally cheated on me so I dumped him, then he starts drawing depressing pictures of him dying and what not. 
2nd ex denied the one wish (not to get a hair cut. he goes bald I end it he looks like a skeleton because he is thin pale and sickly.) so I end it. then he goes off saying I cheated on him when I put him first for everything. paid for his car getting towed ($150) and bought him over $200 in x-mas presents because he wasn't with this family.


back to the original boy. I finally said I've had enough, so I blocked him from every social media including my phone.




I was so angry with him that I felt a fire burning within me, that was the third time I felt it and I loved the feeling

My horoscope for today:

A little thing could easily expand into a major problem, especially if being just a tad angry suddenly morphs into rage. That doesn't mean you should let anyone push you around, however. Stand your ground.

• Compatibility: Gemini
• Mood: Stubborn
• Lucky Color: Shadow Black
• Lucky Number: 30
• Lucky Time of Day: 5pm

You could end up in an argument with a friend about a child's healthcare right now. Be 

careful how you bring the topic up, it could be more touchy than you counted on. Someone is 

in denial about a needed lifestyle, diet or exercise change and could resist your suggestions.

Numerology: Meaning of my birth name

You entered: Taylor Mackintosh Shirley

There are 23 letters in your name.
Those 23 letters total to 111
There are 7 vowels and 16 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:

French	Male	A tailor.
English	Female	Tailor.

Your number is: 3

The characteristics of #3 are: Expression, verbalization, socialization, the arts, the joy of living.

The expression or destiny for #3:
An Expression of 3 produces a quest for destiny with words along a variety of lines that may include writing, speaking, singing, acting or teaching; our entertainers, writers, litigators, teachers, salesmen, and composers. You also have the destiny to sell yourself or sell just about any product that comes along. You are imaginative in your presentation, and you may have creative talents in the arts, although these are more likely to be latent. You are an optimistic person that seems ever enthusiastic about life and living. You are friendly, loving and social, and people like you because you are charming and such a good conversationalist. Your ability to communicate may often inspire others. It is your role in life to inspire and motivate; to raise the spirits of those around you.

The negative side of number 3 Expression is superficiality. You may tend to scatter your forces and simply be too easygoing. It is advisable for the negative 3 to avoid dwelling on trivial matters, especially gossip.

Your Soul Urge number is: 1

A Soul Urge number of 1 means: 
Your Soul Urge is the number 1. With a Soul Urge number of 1, you want to lead and direct, to work independent of supervision, by yourself or with subordinates. You take pride in your abilities and want to be recognized for them. You may seek opportunities to display your strength and usefulness, wanting to create and originate. In your desire to manage the big picture and the main issues, you may often leave the details to others.

The positive 1 Soul Urge is Ambitious and determined, a leader seeking opportunities. There is a great deal of honesty and loyalty in this character. If you possess positive 1 Soul Urge qualities, you are very attainment oriented and driven to success. You are a loyal friend and strictly fair in your business dealings.

The negative side of the 1 Soul Urge must be avoided. A negative 1 is apt to dominate situations and people; the home, the spouse, the family and the business. Emotions aren't strong in this nature. If you possess an excess of 1 energy, you may, at times, be boastful and egotistic. You must avoid being too critical and impatient of trifles. The great need of the 1 Soul Urge is the development of friendliness, and a sincere interest in people.

Your Inner Dream number is: 11

An Inner Dream number of 11 means: 
You dream of casting the light of illumination; of being the true idealist. You secretly believe there is more to life than we can know or prove, and you would like to be provider of the 'word' from on high.

Numerology: Meaning of my nickname

this is the meaning of my nickname. it is actually quite true:

You entered: Abels Angel

There are 10 letters in your name.
Those 10 letters total to 33
There are 4 vowels and 6 consonants in your name.

Name meanings:

Abel -  Hebrew:  Breath

Angel - Greek/Latin/Italian/Spanish: Messenger

Your number is: 6

The characteristics of #6 are: Responsibility, protection, nurturing, community, balance, sympathy.

The expression or destiny for #6:
The number 6 Expression provides you a truly outstanding sense of responsibility, love, and balance. The 6 is helpful and ever conscientious, making you quite capable of rectifying and balancing any sort of inharmonious situation. You are a person very much inclined to give help and comfort to those in need. You have a natural penchant for working with the old, the young, the sick, or the underprivileged. Although you may have considerable creative and artistic talents, the chances are that you will devote yourself to an occupation that shows concern for the betterment of the community.

The positive side of the number 6 suggests that you are very loving, friendly, and appreciative of others. You have a depth of understanding that produces much sympathetic, kindness, and generosity. The qualities of the 6 make the finest and most concerned parent and one often deeply involved in domestic activities. Openness and honesty is apparent in your approach to all relationships.

If there is an excess of the number 6 in your makeup, you may exhibit some of the negative traits associated with this number. There may be a tendency for you to be too exacting and demanding of yourself. In this regard, you may at times sacrifice yourself (or your loved ones) for the welfare of others. In some cases, the over zealous 6 has difficulty distinguishing helping from interfering. You may have difficulty expressing your own individuality, because of involvement with responsibilities and causes. Like all with the Expression of the number 6, it's quite likely that you worry much too much.

Your Soul Urge number is: 3

A Soul Urge number of 3 means: 
With the Soul Urge number 3 your desire in life is personal expression, and generally enjoying life to its fullest. You want to participate in an active social life and enjoy a large circle of friends. You want to be in the limelight, expressing your artistic or intellectual talents. Word skills may be your thing; speaking, writing, acting, singing. In a positive sense, the 3 energy is friendly, outgoing and always very social.

You have a decidedly upbeat attitude that is rarely discouraged; a good mental and emotional balance.

The 3 Soul Urge gives intuitive insight, thus, very high creative and inspirational tendencies. The truly outstanding trait shown by the 3 Soul Urge is that of self-expression, regardless of the field of endeavor.

On the negative side, you may at times become too easygoing and too optimistic, tending to scatter forces and accomplish very little. Often, the excessive 3 energy produces non-stop talkers. Everyone has faults, but the 3 soul urge doesn't appreciate having these pointed out.

Your Inner Dream number is: 3

An Inner Dream number of 3 means: 
You dream of artistic expression; writing, painting, music. You would seek to more freely express your inner feeling and obtain more enjoyment from life.