Okay to start of I am sorry I haven't been on lately. too much work. but I have gotten further in my story.... and my characters will not leave me alone.... -_- Suu... this may sound super crazy but it's creepily true. My characters I create are based off my emotions. And they have actually created form in my head so when I am feeling that emotion I am practically speaking in said character.
what's funny is that I drew a picture of each of them and the looks that I had in my head matched the drawings. I also have half a book done with my characters and myself just talking. (I use different colored pens to indicate who is who) and we all just talk, but everything is in their own view. as if I am just me and all the others are them. Also they all play different parts in my millions of writings that I've done. their names may change but the faces are the same.
People see and hear me talking to myself a lot and I know it's weird but I talk to my emotions and they talk back. Because I believe in them so much they have actually created minds of their own. I have to say, not hanging out with friends as often you really get to feel alone, because it is really hard to talk to parents and not having any sisters doesn't really help. then Poof you have your own imagination to talk to...
Which sometimes kills because with them having a mind of their own, they get in fights (verbal AND psychical) and it takes an affect on me by giving me a massive headache.... like now...
but I have to admit when you really feel alone at times, your imagination is always there to help you escape reality...
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