Guys can be the biggest idiots when it comes to love.
I am in love with someone, and I have turned down other guys, because I am. but he loves someone else who not only broke his heart but also stepped on it. but he is still in love with her, after all she's done how can he do that?!
He doesn't understand that once someone betrays you, they will always betray you.
He also feels like a shadow in her presence, but right now, I feel like the true shadow. I set my feelings for him aside to help him find the truth in how she feels about him, but if they do end up together, I'll end up permanently being that shadow, just barely a conscience, that will always be happy to help, never asking for anything in return or imposing my feelings, because I'm "too nice".
I always put my thoughts aside, because I always put other people first. and that is the mistake that every guy makes, they all assume I'm so nice and always happy so they all betray me, thinking I won't have any second thoughts or feeling of any other kind than happy.
That's what hurts me the most... It's because I always take care of other people before I take care of myself and the guys that I had any sort of relationship, all of them took advantage of me then betrayed and abandoned me, having no regard that I may be hurting or crying so much that I would want nothing else than pain and suffering.
He admitted that he falls so easily for cute girls, I may not be cute, I may not be pretty but I am a girl, a successful, smart girl that is trying to do something with my life, not just rot away in a fantasy world. But in society today, the other girls that are like me, not all but most, they are living without a man, because they are also successful and don't need men to run her life.
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